When will this end

When will this end
When will this phase end?
"When you wish to end it"
The audience always seems soo wise

What do they know
What do they know about the pain of loss
What do they know about legitimate lethargy ?
What do they know of not being accepted


What do they know about the energy that is needed to get up with a smile on your face, everyday ?
What do they know about the value of success?
What do they know of the pain behind perseverance ?
What do they know

It's easy to witness a play
Becoming the character
After years of practice
To appreciate that
Is beauty

So, yes, knowing that I know better
Than to pose such questions
On days where
Grief, lethargy, laziness and my uninspired soul
Wrap their black wings around me
I will
Look up
And
Ask

When will this end?

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